Some time ago on the Direct-L mailing list, someone mentioned the
"5 stages of grief" model by Elisabeth Kuebler-Ross. While Director (almost 25yrs) isn't as old as the Kübler-Ross model (40yrs), it could be interesting to see how you currently feel about Director.
So please check the above link to understand the model
and then vote for the stage you feel you're currently in.
Thanks
Martin